[ that's a bit better, so it at least makes him less of a hissy cat. ]
I did not mean to antagonize you with my commentary. And I apologize for hurting you with it. I will not be so careless again.
... As for my own limit. Linnea tried to comfort me by forwarding a hypothesis that she may have lived happily in different cycles. Different versions of the life I knew. That there must have been millions of lifetimes in which she wasn't taken early.
And that it was not my fault that she died.
That is what I could not accept and hear.
[ It's obvious he's saying that to level the playing field, deliberately giving him ammo against him ]
[the furrowed brow is one of someone who is. seeing a similarity. in someone that is NOT himself. and that's... hm. unsure how to feel about that.]
... in my experience, a brother isn't likely to find comfort in that. They'd rather keep suffering hell to make sure that their sister is safe in any timeline.
[Yu Junghyeok's feelings toward his sister... complicated but. just as extreme, honestly. never once forgave himself for any times she ended up dying, but especially not the first time.]
So it's not a tactic I would take to comfort someone.
...mm. It had the opposite effect. All the more so because I do remember two different timelines. The circumstances were different, but she still died.
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You know someone who is trying to bring a loved one back, then.
He is a fool who would rather burn himself into a crisp than share his burdens. Had I not convinced him to take the role of Queen seriously he would have simply went on planning a happy end for everyone else. One that would not include him in it.
That is a question you should pose to him. He thinks he can just suffer through 33 million cycles and have us accept that another "Deliverer" will bring us salvation. Without even asking us if we'd even want such a thing!
Ridiculous. That he'd be left behind was never agreed upon.
[... maybe he should ask Phainon how he became so okay with being that kind of existence. get some tips on accepting being that being of destruction...]
[ he's quiet for a moment as he looks over Kim Dokja, like he's trying to decide whether he wants to share his actual plan or not. But then— ]
I do not truly need him to become Queen. I wish to observe this place and the powers it offer, and then steal such power for myself. I am wary of gifts from the gods. This place might not be Amphoreus, but gods are always the same. At least when it comes to those who act as if they are above humanity.
But I need him to be what ties us Chrysos Heir together. He has the presence for it, and he is well beloved by each one of us. That is why this plan is mine, but he is our Master.
Ideally, I should be able to grasp the secrets of this place before he's able to do something foolish.
That's not it. Phainon doing something stupid is an eventuality I can account for. I know him, and I am hoping I will be able to restrain him. But whatever trick the gods have up their sleeve, I still don't know.
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I did not mean to antagonize you with my commentary. And I apologize for hurting you with it. I will not be so careless again.
... As for my own limit. Linnea tried to comfort me by forwarding a hypothesis that she may have lived happily in different cycles. Different versions of the life I knew. That there must have been millions of lifetimes in which she wasn't taken early.
And that it was not my fault that she died.
That is what I could not accept and hear.
[ It's obvious he's saying that to level the playing field, deliberately giving him ammo against him ]
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... in my experience, a brother isn't likely to find comfort in that. They'd rather keep suffering hell to make sure that their sister is safe in any timeline.
[Yu Junghyeok's feelings toward his sister... complicated but. just as extreme, honestly. never once forgave himself for any times she ended up dying, but especially not the first time.]
So it's not a tactic I would take to comfort someone.
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[ a pause, and then he adds ]
You know someone who is trying to bring a loved one back, then.
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But it didn't mean he could bring anyone back.
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... Is that so. Does that mean he was the only one to go back with his memories intact, while the rest of the world went back to the start?
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... mm.
Then that's the same as Phainon.
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He is a fool who would rather burn himself into a crisp than share his burdens. Had I not convinced him to take the role of Queen seriously he would have simply went on planning a happy end for everyone else. One that would not include him in it.
That hero complex of his is simply annoying.
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well, except... 999th Yu Junghyeok but--Yu Jungheyoks that Kim Dokja based his Scenarios run off of, hello??]
... why wouldn't he want himself included?
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Ridiculous. That he'd be left behind was never agreed upon.
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I have to go now.
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Ah, so you have more in common with him too.
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Even I ended up scattering my stories instead of continuing that cycle, so actually, I'm the one doing much better?
[... this is fucked up reasoning but LISTEN,]
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I will concede you are doing better.
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There, see?
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You do know him succeeding will only enable him more?
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I do not truly need him to become Queen. I wish to observe this place and the powers it offer, and then steal such power for myself. I am wary of gifts from the gods. This place might not be Amphoreus, but gods are always the same. At least when it comes to those who act as if they are above humanity.
But I need him to be what ties us Chrysos Heir together. He has the presence for it, and he is well beloved by each one of us. That is why this plan is mine, but he is our Master.
Ideally, I should be able to grasp the secrets of this place before he's able to do something foolish.
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